Do u know tat.. when u cutting urself.. and u saw the blood bleeding..how do u feel ? pain ?you are making others to feel the pain or do u really wana feel the pain ? what about the scars is goin to come with...do u really want it to stay with u all the time ?Because the scars can always remind u ? Can always make u mad ? or drowning in the same dark sorrow again !!?? This is not the right way to impress or convince!!Well, i Would like to say it here, those whotrying to hurt themself, which are really silly..PLUS, u dun really give a damn to those care about u ? u still scolding there whoCAREs Huh!! Dun give a Fuck On Me when U are MAd, cos i Will Mad too.. This is regarding 2an attitudes problems..personality probs..the temper are really getting worse right now, im disappointed on it.. because is not what i thought douz..Hurting urself doesnt mean u will trying to showing how much u care on, how much efforts from you.. When u not learn how to Love urself, how can u Have the right to love anyone else?? u tell me..Because u are not mature enough to think, think it positively and u dont hav the wisdom to do wat ever u gonna do , gonna think.. and you jus keep on fuckin on me!! tats not true.. not a right way to solve this, i've been so calm so clear to get this things settle, but u making here more mess more worse.. How can u be so rude to me.. No ONE Scolded me like this before.. no ones..even my friend.. my family.. BUT.. theres Not a good way to communicate..Im so mad about this..How dare u how could u !!.. Who are you.. u scolded me.. Im mad because, u hav No Rights to do this.. i care i care on wat u said, because, i am trying to let you know tat, u are wrong.. u can jus assume wat im said here and before are all bullshits.. IF u think u are super correct.. i really got nothing to say, u make me cant sleep tonight.. 6.04am ...Stillgetting mad here.. im goin crazy soon.. im trying to help.. trying to care, trying hard to solve.. but u dun understand the message frm me here...When everytime, people who always advise on you, pls relfect that why people will saying this way n etc.. accepted it as a lessons..But, i saw theres no respect on me..u totally make a revenged on me..i saw u changed badly..and u are expressing the hates that dun benefit anyone!! If u still remain this thinking, its really can affected ur life, Moving u In a harmful direction!.. Dont u think tat is foolish ? its important to wise..u totally goin unconcious now..i Hope u really Get motivated by the lesson..instead of .. scars u made..u began to show that u are weak n fragile.. its really out of my expectation..sounds scary, when a person changed..i realised.. i really realised..i had enough..work stress, problems,friends.. etc shits.. really damn frust..And u making me worried again..i know u wont giv a fck on anymore, i jus wanted to say sincerly .. i care !! and who cares abt my feeling! dont be too selfish..i believed what im said is true Ok, If u think is nonsense to You, Tats really fine.. karma will tells.. what comes around goes around..really cause and effect ... we will see..In this i strongly believed, the pressure of rejection..Im not cruel on you, to honest my compassion was always there, because u cant see the light in u, u jus see those negative..i dun understand..are u ready to accept what ever obstacles in you , ur life ?Cant u Jus think that , viewing n learning others positively? i really hope.. u take this as a part of your hardships and learn to be broad-mindedness, u will be happier,trust me...Lastly, i jus wanted to say, without any difficulties n hardships..neither talent nor ability can perfected~ To been trained by challenges..
SignOff ~ Damn tired ...
Jul 31, '06 6:05 AM
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