只会讲不会做- EMO

有时候，突然发觉我其实还有很多东西还没有学，还没有发现！还有很多东西还没有做，还有很多地方我要去！为什么，我还在原地..因为我还在慢慢的追..有时候，问回自己，我到底在做什么？有时候就知道自己是莫名其妙有时候就很理智的我..我每一次都尽量让我能够有智慧和理智去想东西...希望没有白费吧...但是，只会讲不会做，也是多余..所以，我要对自己负责任一点..

if not ,i will felt tat im so sorry to myself...although i hav many dreams tat haven come true yet.. But im really hope.. i will , im gonna achieve it one by one..Thanks to all my dear papa mama..and all my close frens too..etc..who had really remind me lots, and taught me lots..Thanks for being so concerned.. hmm im always appreciate geh guys.. ngekngek~~Hmmm..so bored here, but i feel like wana keep talking..but no one will be my listener now~Its kinda late here, im jus feel like wana express something..sometimes the the thing that i hate the most duno why, it will happened on me now.. So mess up.. cant believed it man... tats wat karma flows...

theres no right or wrong... but..I dun wan to be that bad, or that cruel...I dun mean it, im really neva mean to hurt people..If i did, i will really sorry ...Sometimes, things really not control by ourself, but i learned once.. i Understood now..Hmm.. i was thinking tat.. the future is not future.. the future is Now... Is about wat we doin now, tats future...So.. im not gonna waste my time to do those.. unwanted things .. Life shorts, so mus enjoy mus do watever i still can do !! prove~ prove to myself..keke my confidence came back to me again.. hmm so im goin crazy to make it real..Although something tat i should make it out clear, i will try my best to do..

i dun need help, i need to prove to myself, wat i do is right or wrong ? let myself to taste the failure & success . .so tat i will grow frm here..im actually , always stayed on my determination firmly..Hope that, i wont fall... wont hurt ..even i choose the wrong way now..im sure i had my own reason behind it ..Say so much.. i should planned n make it happen.. miracles n lucks will always stay with u when u believed...But neva rely on it, its not a magic.. All comes frm ur efforts..I do believe, efforts can gain much benefits than anything...

Actually, i found tat, the most important thing in life is ...Happiness.. tats really important.. living with a happy life, will not regret ..nomatter how..memories always will flashes back in my mind.. but tats jus some moments..In my heart now is.. future...hmm.. future.. lol... aikss...ppl always said, future is in ur hand.. can i make it ?

Or someone will make it for me? ... lolNo.. wait n see will be foolish ..Many pressure comes frm many process tat will make me grow..Hope tat im really learned.. This is my spirit tat always encourage myself.. even i encourage all my beloved frenssRecently, i hav a precious mission tat waiting me to fulfill...i hope i can polish myself more~and to be a better person..

hope to develop a wonderful one in my heart ...in my life..Sometimes.. i tot im really tat brave.. im scared too.. im really scare.. =(But, because of something tat makes me cheers..make me feel reborn..makes me believed.. makes me happy... because i met a song - bellaluna..Important to me now.. This is just begun.. life is like a war.. if i wana win.. i must fight for myself...i dowan to lose in this game... unless... i have a strong reason to give up...Im sure if one day i give up.. theres really a reason.. a strong one..and i knew its wrong one! i shouldnt have start! but it will not an excuses anymore!! Cos i felt so cheated.. upset to death..
SignOff ...to be continue...happy cos im sleepy here.. goodnite
~chelle~
Aug 22, '06 4:02 AM
4.02am~nites