Just dont get it

I hate myself of keeping things in my heart.
I seldom tell people 100% of everything.
Even i did so but im so sorry..
Not because you cannot be trusted.
Not because you are not a good listener.
Not because im secretive thou.

Im just hardly express my everything
especially from the bottom of my heart
I just dont understand if i dont say it out
will you really dont know what
im thinking ?

Just disappointed that i failed to get
heart 2 heart connection ..
Im actually waiting.. ... ...
a special key from you..

But some people believe that if he/she
wanted to tell , they will tell.. so,
Whats the point of hinting ?
playemo ? being stupid?

If ... can be little more thoughtful..
how wonderful ending will be ?