Marriage thought

Marry Me - YES ?
Marry ME - NO ?

I've been imagine about this long time ago..
Been so happy b4 if i can get married soon..
But everything never comes to late,
when u need to think about ... twice..
Today, i realised something from a friend of mine.

She asked me: What if u got propose from ur boyfriend,
what will u do ?
Me: Ermm... i think.. i will think about it..

*Huh.. how come.. how can i said that i will think about it?
I dont know.. just feel like insecure at the moment..
I dont see any for my future yet..
I didnt get any message that can
convince me to believe

In the end, the conclusion is i realised getting married its not easy.
After married even not easy .. especially when 2 person have to live together
while we both never experience before..
Will i adapt for what we are or who we are after marriage..
or what is the true color of us that will be reveal..
Men are scare to commit.. that is so true..

When men they are ready for you.. they will come for u
and tell you what he want.
When he its not ready for any task... then just forget about
all the fairy tales girls... dont be so naive anymore..
*slamming*sobsob