Realised after 16days only loggin in here, being busy currently will ready for a gallery - Art exhibition @ Herittage Hotel. Nextweek goin to have a Art & Craft Whizkids workshop.. heehee so glad that i got one of my dream come true, still get back on my design and art stuff.. Just being bit tired keep driving like crazy..especially facing traffic jam.. very sleepy, this is really serious, always almost fall asleep, because its raining+jam..omg..
During we stucked in the jam, what can we do actually? im listening to radio, news, music + if possible will be eating + or singsong ? sometimes sms .. very frustrated recently always rainy days..very inconvenient, feel wet, feel cold, feel sick..one more geram thing, for the last 2 weeks, i hv been running to a few places to renew my license.. oh god, i realised my license already expired since august.. lol.. this is crazy..
So, last week finding the JPJ office to do renewal license.. but end up all also JPJ Offline mode. So, i hv to drive illegally for those days.. but finally, 2 days ago, my boss brought me to a place which can renew ahh!!! thats great, so excited to got renewed.. but only 3 yrs.. god suppose to renew 5yrs.. but i dun hv new photo.. so, just 3yrs then..
Realised my hair color turned to brownish and those highlight changed color too.. seems like hair getting longer already.. yay.. lucky that can grow faster.. i cannot stand my hair with those wax everyday, so i just let it be.. unless needed to attend some event or party.. u guys will see my new look for the coming next mth magazine.. Since last mth got make over, a new freshlook, new colors, new hope ...So, hopefully during december will have one more.. =P
This end of the month, Hote Magazine will be published soon.. only for genting members. Ahhh so exclusive.. u cannot buy it from here.. only subscriber will receive the magazine. This magazine only come out 4 issue in a year only. About travelling and lifestyle. Stay tune, will see me with Amber & Pearly in the features.. with underwater experience.. promoting kariza design fashion from Europe Design. u guys have to take a look.. im really adore with their dress.. those silk are so nice and so smooth.. the design is awesome too.. Glad that tommy brought me 3 pieces of Karize dress .. yay.. What so interesting about it ? becos they got 1000 prints designs and 100 ways to wear with 1 item !! sounds cool ? u can take a look:www.karizadesigns.com or www.karizaeurope.com Im sure ladies will fall into those dresses.. very Vintage design yet modern look~
Recently brought few friends to studio n have make up tutorial session & photoshooting too.. Glad to see them on the screen n magazine. nicenicenice.. and im crazily jus bought another 18 pieces of masks.. lol.. last 2mths i bought 30pieces... ngekngek.. imported frm japan,korea and taiwan.. is so good to pamper yourself like this...
Last week, when to KL provided nails manicure + nail art for a friend - goingto married soon.. and then nail treatment n hand spa, foot spa and even facial n collagen mask n massage...Sounds interesting, she jus like a princess lying there only.. i can feel her happiness... she is so enjoyed.. cannot believe everything need about 3 hours+ ... damn tired.. god.. Money not easy to earn !! sigh... sigh...
Today.. few hours ago.. having a bad time..badbadbad.. is good to voice out whatever that we thought or in heart..Its good that im even more clear with the problem. Im trying to be understanding for being a better person.. all i will do now.. work+money+work+money...feeling money not enough and yet i understand that my situation are so tight now.. things will not come easily and what u thought may not achieve.. unless never give up.. it really takes time.. time will tell when the experience gained.. but.. i cannot reach and even cannot imagine the visual..i dont dare the imagine anymore.. all i know is.. the more i expected, the more burden im giving to.. so is pointless when im counting my tears down! ahh.. leave it...leave it...
Last few months ago.. i met one tarot master.. he is amazing.. dunno why im quite believed.. maybe im silly.. but it seems to be very 99% accurate and seems encouraging me and yet im knowing all my probs now.. Now, what he said to me, is real .. If im expecting too high, my tower may fall.. he is hinted me that dont expected too high towards someone.. and i admit that to him too, he said im waiting for something which sounds like desperated thing..* which is the truth.. and lots more.. *privacy issues.. haha.. but 90% is correct n accurate ..
Time to time, life will change tho.. i hope miracles happen to me.. lol lets not dreaming, busy and hardworking , the rewards will come soon ! i need positive living..feeling that life is moving too fast ! my age seems like not enough time for everything.. one day 8 hrs working, another hrs resting, another hr eating , sleeping, goin out, or parttime or online or gaming or time for friends and family ..etc... totally not enough time.. 24 hrs.. no wonder.. lots of ppl like us can sleep so late.. dragging the time , work at night, yamcha late.. etc...I guess i got emotional health prob..lol..stress thinking, boredom, worrying..backpain? sitting too long? less exercise ? underweight..headache.. lolz.. SEE..
OKOK...moving moving towards positive living- Challenges for the 21st century.. hmm.. need energy, motivation, encouragement, spend time for myself..thinkin of how to change my situation instead of blaming n wasting time.. refreshing memory~~~~Alright..time to sleep.. omg.. nitez~* Strive to be Truly Yourself *
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